Thursday, August 25, 2011

35 weeks....

I am now in 35th week pregnancy…next week, I am 9 months pregnant and feeling so heavy and could not walk for long..can feel pain on my heel when I walk…most people judge the way I am now and looking at my big bulgy belly..they told me that I might labor earlier than supposedly due date….gosh..am I mentally prepared for that?? Hopefully I am…can’t wait to see my lil’ bum out from my belly!!! Always imagining myself cradling my lil' baby..
I have a bad stretch mark on my below belly button and in addition of that, I got bad nasty itchy bump on my stretch mark....it looks like rashes, mosquito bites or lots of tiny bumps to me...so unbearable..I have used all kind of oil and cream but still itchy.. I’ve used Pureen’s stretch mark cream, cocoa butter + aloe cream, Bio-Oil, calamine lotion and antiseptic powder..but all that are only temporary solution..not long apply that, come back the itchiness..i have done my research on the internet..I think I might got this….
Is it normal to feel itchy during pregnancy?
It's not uncommon to feel itchy, particularly around your growing belly and breasts as your skin stretches to accommodate them. Hormonal changes may also be partly to blame.

Some pregnant women find that their palms and the soles of their feet get red and sometimes itchy. This common condition may be caused by an increase in estrogen. It usually disappears right after delivery.

You may also find that things that normally make you itchy — dry skin, eczema, food allergies — make you even itchier when you're pregnant. Finally, there are certain conditions that occur during pregnancy that may cause you to feel itchy (see below).
How can I get relief from the itching?
Avoid hot showers and baths, which can dry out your skin and make the itching worse. Use mild soap and be sure to rinse it off well and towel off lightly. Then slather on an unscented moisturizer — some scents can cause irritation.

Try an occasional warm oatmeal bath. (You can buy oatmeal bath preparations in drugstores.) Wear loose cotton clothing and avoid going out in the heat of the day, since heat can intensify the itching.
Is it common to get itchy bumps on your abdomen?
Up to 1 percent of pregnant women develop a condition characterized by itchy, red bumps and larger patches of a hive-like rash on their bellies. This is called pruritic urticarial papules and plaques of pregnancy (PUPPP) or polymorphic eruption of pregnancy.

PUPPP usually begins in the third trimester and is more common among women carrying twins and those having their first baby. The eruptions usually show up first on the abdomen around or in stretch marks (if you have any) and may spread to your thighs, buttocks, and arms. PUPPP is harmless for you and your baby, but it can itch like crazy!

Your doctor or midwife will want to see you for a diagnosis and will probably prescribe a topical ointment to give you some relief. She may also recommend an antihistamine. In severe cases, you may need a course of oral steroids.

PUPPP usually disappears within a few days after delivery, although it sometimes persists for several weeks. (In rare cases, it may even begin after you give birth.) Fortunately, it seldom appears again in subsequent pregnancies.

Even more rare than PUPPP is a skin condition called prurigo of pregnancy (or papular eruptions of pregnancy), which is characterized by many tiny bumps that may look like bug bites. These eruptions can occur anywhere on your body, but you're most likely to get them on your hands, feet, arms, and legs.

Although the eruptions can be itchy and annoying, prurigo of pregnancy appears to pose no risk to your baby. This condition generally starts around the beginning of the third trimester and may last for up to three months after you give birth.

In very rare cases, a pregnant woman will develop very itchy eruptions that start out like hives and then turn into large blistering lesions. This rash is called pemphigoid gestationis (or herpes gestationis, although it has nothing to do with herpes virus). The eruptions often start on the abdomen and spread to the arms and legs.

This condition is considered more serious than PUPPP because it may be associated with an increased risk for
preterm delivery and fetal growth problems. It usually begins in the second or third trimester, but it can start anytime — even in the first week or two after you have your baby.

Pemphigoid gestationis can come and go throughout pregnancy, and it often flares up after delivery as well. It usually happens again in subsequent pregnancies and tends to be more severe.

Let your caregiver know if you develop any kind of rash during pregnancy. Whether or not the rash is related to your pregnancy, it's a good idea to have your caregiver evaluate it and recommend appropriate treatment or refer you to a dermatologist.
Can intense itching ever be a sign that something is wrong?
Severe itchiness in the second or, more commonly, in the third trimester can be a sign of intrahepatic cholestasis of pregnancy, a liver problem that affects less than 1 percent of pregnant women in the United States.

When bile doesn't flow normally in the small ducts of your liver, bile salts accumulate in your skin and make you itch all over. The itching can be quite intense. The condition itself doesn't cause a rash, but you may end up with red, irritated skin with little cuts in areas where you're scratching a lot.

Call your doctor or midwife immediately if you think you have cholestasis because it may spell trouble for your baby. Your caregiver will do blood tests to check your liver as well as ultrasounds and fetal heart monitoring to check on your baby.

Depending on your health and your baby's condition, you may be induced before your due date. This problem goes away after you have your baby, although you may get it again with your next pregnancy.

So, it kinda relieves me..not me alone suffer from this but be glad and blessed to have this pregnancy..Lord, make me enjoy this pregnancy and shut me up from complaining….  But I hope that I won’t get any serious condition like liver problem or eczema..and not harmful to the baby..put my fingers crossed.. x ..

p/s: embarrass to put up my stretch mark belly photo in this blog.. *shy mode ;-)

Monday, August 22, 2011

Feeling sleepy again in the afternoon...

How to stay awake during working hours??!!! Even got work to be done but still very sleepy...been resting at home during last weekend..no shopping spree but still...haiya...macam mana ini...hahahah...

Regarding my preparation for my incoming child and confinement, about 90% done..left few things to buy which means I have to wait for my month end salary...Haven't bought my Amway's Confinement Set yet..

My hubby and I have sent all the baby's stuff to my mom's kampung because I will do my confinement there..I haven't sort out my clothings to bring over to kampung..my hospital beg too 90% prepared..

have heard my 2 friends have given birth last week..today, my church sister, Susan, is on the way now in the labor ward..hope she is doing fine and have an easy pregnancy..Lord, protect her from any harm and danger especially during labor time..
My boss too anytime from now as she is now entering the 37th week pregnancy..

This week, I am in my 35th pregnancy..still 5 more weeks to go....getting excited? Yes, I am.. :-) getting nervous? Yes, I am..feeling scared at the same time?? errghh...I do!!!

Lord, please give the me the strength to go through all that... 










Thursday, August 18, 2011

Sleepiness...

During my 7 months pregnancy, I feel very sleepy and can just dozed off during working hours..While doing my work in front of PC screen, I can just sleep and keep nodding and nodding..but not for long..maybe round 5-10 minutes nap..and continue do my work...again sleepy, nodding, wake up and do work..it keeps continue like that almost every working day..but at home, I can just stay awake during daytime even though sometimes feel sleepy at times...

I could not wait for my confinement day..where I do not need to go to work for 3 months!!!...hahaha..

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

My new Hairdo

Last week, I called Rowena, my friend, to bring me to her favorite saloon... I really wanted to get rid my long hair as the weather getting humid and I can't stand with sweaty, oily and itchy scalp during the pregnancy..And also, preparation during confinement time too..because according to our custom, after giving birth, are not allowed to wash hair for a certain period..

so, last weekend, we manage to go the saloon and I want to have a real short haircut this time..this is a major change for me to get a short one (not counting my tomboy haircut when I was 16 yrs old, LOL)..so, i 'googled' and I wanna have this 'Victoria Beckham hairstyle' or bob hairstyle..

I told the professional hairstylist what I want and she pleasantly said OK, no problem!!.. am getting excited...and this is how I look after the haircut.. 

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What you all think? hope it looks nicer to me as I have rounded and chubby face...lol...

Sleepy....

Am now officially in the 8 months pregnancy...

feeling getting heavier and heavier...tummy getting bigger...breathless everytime I walk longer distance..my heel painful (wishing someone offered to massage my feet, how nice.. lol..)
Prone to get tired easily...I tend to feel sleepy all the time especially at the workplace..i just can sit and dozed off in front of my PC screen!!!!..

Could not eat in big quantity..little at a time..feeling heartburn after meal..gosh..so many complaints from me but I will cherish this moments and have something to talk and share with friends anyway.. :-) 

Last week, I went for a pedicure session at Nailmegood nail saloon..pampering myself as I could not cut my toe nails properly and it look dirty..hahaha...only RM45 including removing the in-grown nails..but not doing the nail color polish as it is not good for a pregnant lady..I forgot to take picture of my toes lerr...

And I am no longer wearing this cotton long maxi dress as getting tighter... ;-)




Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Gaining Weight....

Yesterday I went for regular checkup at klinik Gita and in within 2 weeks, I gained 2 kilos!!! wow..that is quite drastic..usually 1-2 kgs in a month..but this time, within 2 weeks..My colleagues told me that it is normal to gain weight a lot during this final trimester...

Since last monday (25/07/2011) till today, I attended our office's business plan conference and stay-in the Merdeka Palace hotel & suites for 2 nights..My goodness, I really can eat!! The food there are so marvelous especially the buffet breakfast..lol...I think I might gain another 1 kilo from all the eating frenzy..hahaha...hopefully my baby is doing fine and not gain weight much also...most importantly, hope that my blood sugar is under control.. :P

My pre-pregnancy weight : 78 kg
My up-to date weight at 31 weeks : 85 kg

Total weight gain : 7 kg....


Saturday, July 23, 2011

Zee Avi - The Book Of Morris Johnson (NEW SONG)



I am falling in love with

Zee Avi's the latest song called "The Book Of Morris Johnson"

nice catch song.. loving the beat.. :-) click like if you agree to my song's choice as well.. ;-)

Thursday, July 21, 2011

28 Weeks 2D & 3D/4D Ultrasound Scan Photos

 
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and again, lil bum is not giving full co-operation during the scanning..the face is not facing up my tummy..so, the scanning is not clear as what we expected..and this is the best shot the doctor can capture..but at least can see the eyes, nose and mouth..and the lil bum is sleeping.. so adorable.. :-)

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 Doctor called this shot as the praying baby..look out at the lil' bum's hands..

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 side view of the head..





20 Weeks Ultrasound Scan Photos

This scan is included together with the recording and doctor burned into CD. besides that, doctor printed few photos of it.. and also, revealing the gender of my lil' bum...but I won't upload it in here... :P



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my cute 2 little feet... ;-)


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13 Weeks Ultrasound Scan Photos

This 13 weeks scan (fetal nuchal translucency screening test is especially to check any brain and spine defect...but so far, lil bum is in good condition.. thank God for that.. :-)
 
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Doctor was measuring the liquid underneath lil' bum's neck... 
 
 
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 Doctor pointing how perfect lil' bum's pointed nose is.. :-)




8 Weeks Ultrasound Scan Photos

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see, how small I am.... ;-)  


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  the PCOS cysts still there at my right ovary..


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Scan details...

Friday, July 15, 2011

Choosing Baby Names

Hmmm....I am so excited when thinking about baby names during my earlier pregnancy...been 'googling' the websites which offer the baby names databases...reading the bible to look for best christian names...I am super excited and I want to find names together with my hubby and agree with the decision..but then, my hubby takes it for granted..expect me to find name on my own..example, I like these name and he said I have chosen the name, so he just agreed what I have chose...tak sporting betul la...hhmm..hope I can persuade him again... :-)






Thursday, July 7, 2011

28 weeks 3 days / 7 months Pregnant

This week, am officially in 3rd trimester which is 28 weeks or 7 months pregnant!!! I am in final stage before getting labour…getting more and more anxious and nervous at the same time..
Lately, I always have this lightheaded/dizzy feeling...the moment I laid down, I could feel as if I was on the air...a lil bit worried..so, I asked my mom to check my blood pressure (BP) but my BP is OK..went to Jawa Clinic to check..the nurse too check my BP, hemoglobin and urine but result turned normal..the doctor told me that it could be angin dalam badan or low sugar level in my body..But I forgot to check my blood sugar during that time..will check my blood sugar if I have this lightheadness again..
Yesterday, we went for 3D/4D ultrasound scan at Normah..So nice could see our lil bum in 3D version..but too bad the umbilical cord was right in front of the face..and baby position is not facing my tummy..so the ultrasound are not that clear enough to see the face…but at least can see the face features..so nice…will share the ultrasound sooner…I have to scan it and crop it for you all to view..Just wait, yeah.. ;-)
p/s: 3D/4D ultrasound scan is at RM150/- but gynae gave 30% discount from the amount.. (for my reference only)

Detailed Scan at 5 Months Pregnancy


We did detailed scan which means gynae will do ultrasound checkup from baby's head to toe. Gynae suggested to do it when I am in my 5 months pregnancy..the best part is she gave us the detailed scan in movie format and burn it into a dvd..Cool!! it is about 15-20 minutes show..but then, the one I uploaded in here just a 5 minutes show..I have to trim it and only show the best part among all.. Enjoy watching and share the joy moment with us.. ;-)

p/s: Detailed scan at Normah is only RM150/- (for my reference only)..





5 Months Pregnancy Album







































All the pictures were taken by my brother, Kailash, who is interested in photography..When he got back home for holiday, he make sure that he will take my pregnancy pictures..so, one day, Trey and I managed to take the shots after work hours. That's why my face looked a little greasy and less makeup...Oh yeah, all the photos taken at Musuem Garden, Kuching...Trey chose these place because of the greens and many places to shot. I love it because not many people during that time and I am not shy to show off my bump in public place!!! haahaaha...anyway, this is my 5 months pregnancy photos.. Thank you, bro for taking our moments with our lil bum ;-)
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Friday, June 24, 2011

April - June Updates

It has been a long, long time I did not update my blog..
So far, I am doing fine and pregnancy going well too... This week is my 26 weeks (6 months) pregnancy in 2nd Trimester..
However, in my 4 months pregnancy checkup at Jawa govt clinic, I have asked to do Glucose Tolerance Test (GTT) to check my blood sugar level. Unfortunately, after 2 hours result, I was diagnosed with 8.3 mg/mmol. It means that my blood sugar slightly high and have gestational diabetes.. Hmm…my doctor have already expected with this result as I have PCOS in me and obese.  Govt doctor informed me that I need to go for blood sugar checkup every 2 weeks at the hospital, from 8 am till 10pm… Checkup pre-meal and after meal..I only manage to go to hospital for 2 times checkup..After that, I bought my own glucometer for self-checkup at home.. It is easier, less tiring, can do house chores and eating home cooked food. Anyway, so far blood sugar constantly stable but hope not increasing towards 3rd trimester..LOL!!!
My appetite is increasing in the 2nd trimester but sometimes still a bit picky when eating home cooked food. Towards the end of 2nd trimester, I am prone to get sleepy especially during office hours. I just can take a cat nap with head looking at the PC screen..then, have mild migraine after that.
My weight increase 2 kgs from May checkup till June checkup. The highest kgs I got so far during this pregnancy.
Hhmm..what else to write, huh?? Too many things happening till forgot what has been happening during this 2 -3 months…
Hahaha…ne way, I just want to tell you all that I am doing fine.. my lil’ bum too doing fine and kicking well in my tummy.. hahaha…
Have a great day ahead! Hopefully, From now on, I will update my blog from time to time..
 
 
 
 
 

Friday, March 25, 2011

Life has been so busy lately...

Hola!!!...It has been a while I do not update my blog..I have been busy at work and at night I did not have the energy to write but to sleep. Having back pain and bad headache...

There are so many things happening within this 2 weeks..I will update what I have done, get new stuff for myself and where have I been...when I got the time yeah...in the upcoming weeks, I will be busy on projection duty for certain masses and key in some prayers for the upcoming retreat and RCIA masses...

Till then, watcha!!

Friday, March 18, 2011

Lunch Date with my ‘long- time-no-see’ friends

Silvia and Sylvia ( same pronunciation but different person, yeah..huhuh) , jangan kecik hati when I said ‘long-time-no-see’ friends..Bukannya apa, it has been a long time we don’t have a long, long conversation and have fellowship together…I love to have a chit-chat with you all face to face rather than Yahoo Messenging online..tak shiok bah..
I really had a nice time with you all at the Oldtown White Coffee Café at the Spring Mall just now..Forgot to cam-whore photos with you all lah just now..Too bad, Ms Song could not make it today ( anyway, I had nice drinking session (not drink liquor, yeah lol )  with her last Monday too).
I love to have another fellowship with you all again. Tapi bila lagi ya?? Hahah..alamatnya, kena tunggu another school break holiday lagi kot?? Hahahahah… ;-)

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

1st visit to Klinik Gita and 1st Maternity Dress

March 14, 2011 ( Monday )
In the morning, I went to Klinik Ibu dan Kanak-kanak Gita, Matang and register for the first time. I need to go there as I plan to give birth at the government hospital. Giving birth at the private hospital will cost more than I could afford for. Went there at 8am but my turn was almost 10am. Luckily I took 2 pieces of bananas to fill up my stomach. The nurse took my weight (78kg, still maintain..hehe..), check my urine and blood. She also did breast checking as well to check whether there is any lump or not.
The nurse booked another appointment on March 21 at the Jawa clinic as I need to see doctor there for checkup. My mom brought me lunch at Singapore Chicken Rice, Rubber Road and reached office at 11.30am.
Not long after that, around 12.15pm, Pn. Wira, my boss, invite me going out with her for lunch at the Hills. We went there because we had function to attend at the Pullman Hotel.  Perhimpunan Awam bersama Dato’ Ketua Pengarah Perkhidmatan Awam and State Secretary. Many civil servants attended this function.  Finished at 4pm and had high tea there.  While waiting for Trey to fetch me, I met Ms Song, Norisma and Sopi (my ex-colleagues) there. We went down to the Hills Shopping mall and Ms Song is so kind and willingly to accompany me while waiting for Trey. We ended up at the Station One café and I had cold white coffee latte with vanilla. I should have taken the photo of my drink. It is so yummy. Loving it..We had a nice long chit-chat there. She left at 5.20pm and Trey had not arrived yet. So, I roaming around the shopping mall.
While walking, I saw one shop (Faby Outlet) selling maternity clothings (selling rejected Crocs shoes and also kids clothings) and I went in to have a look. Belek punya belek, tengok punya tengok, I admire one short dress and I tried. When I tried, I already falling in love with this dress and feeling so cute and adorable…(shiok sendiri..hahaha) At the first place, I don’t plan to get any maternity clothing yet till after 3 months and I have been telling everybody that I would not buy because it is still too early and don’t want to get too excited buying all that first. But my tummy is getting bigger and bigger so fast until most my office wear cannot fit me anymore.. Finally, I got one and cost me RM 59.90....

Ruthies's Journal: My Belly Photos From Week to Week

Ruthies's Journal: My Belly Photos From Week to Week: "surprise to see my belly is so big like 4-5 months belly..I guess my fat belly is been pushed to front..giving way for my lil bum'..."

Friday, March 11, 2011

Pregnancy Symptoms - Week 10

  • Back pain especially at my lower spine…
  • Being emotional (crying over a kitten being killed by animal abuser  and the video clip spread out in the internet)
  • Extreme fatigue and sleepy
  • Body feels weak
  • Weird dreams
  • Headache
  • Feeling tightening at my lower abs/tummy
  • Bulging tummy
 But still no morning sickness occured.. :-)

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Taking Metformin

I started taking metformin when I first met my doc gynae at Normah clinic.  As some of you know that Metformin is supposedly treating for diabetic patients but it is also known to treat PCOS symptoms as well.
“Metformin is a drug sold under the brand name Glucophage and Glucophage XR. It is primarily used to treat type 2 diabetes – the non-insulin dependent diabetes. People with Type 2 diabetes do not make enough insulin or do not respond normally to the insulin their bodies make. This causes glucose, or sugar, to build up in the blood stream, which can cause serious damage to the body. Similarly, women with PCOS commonly have insulin resistance, a condition wherein extra insulin is needed in order to transport glucose into the blood stream where it belongs. High levels of glucose or insulin in the blood stream can cause obesity, infertility, heart disease and diabetes.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Pregnancy Symptoms - Week 9

The main pregnancy symptom that I had was EXTREME FATIGUE. Even though sleep early but still very sleepy on the next day..After work, I can just dozed off in the car..

Last Friday (4/03/2011) was the worst..Reached home, took early dinner and shower..after shower, I terus got to sleep till 11pm waken up by Trey who came in to sleep..then at 11.30pm, sleep again…on the next day, woke up a while to do coffee for Trey and back to sleep again till 9.30am..wow..really feeling tired…

Oh yeah, I almost forgotten, I had sciatica during pregnancy as well…when I get up from the chair or wake up from bed..wow..really can feel pain from my buttock to my hip...I could feel the sharp pain on my left leg when I walk...It still hurt but can still bearable..Sometimes I ask Trey to massage my left leg just to relieve the pain a lil' bit..

I still have other symptoms like other weeks as well…
I think I put on weight this week.. lots of makan-makan event happening this week..but hope not that drastic otherwise doctor will scold me.. hahah…
Though lots of makan-makan but still at night, lose appetite but hungry..

my lil' bum is getting bigger.. :-) my tummy bulging a lil bit but no cramp or pain occured.. :-)

p/s: more info at http://www.babycenter.com.my/stages/0109/


What is sciatica?

The sciatic nerve is a large nerve which comes from your lower back and travels down the back of your legs and then branches out to your feet. It allows you to feel sensations and move muscles in your legs. Sciatica is where inflammation or pressure from the back causes the sciatic nerve to become painful. Sometimes, the function of the nerve can become impaired resulting in weakness or pins and needles. Sciatica can be present with or without backache and can send pain down the back of your leg.

Kitten abuser identified

Kitten abuser identified ( click this link to read the news)

When I received the link from my friend in Facebook, I am glad that this girl has confessed of what she did to the kittens..I really feel sorry for the kitten and the mother cat..the mother cat tried to save her kitten twice but to no avail...I imagine myself as the mother cat and I know how must she felt and I know how the mother cat usually protect her kittens when they still young..I cried and cried when I read this news and preview the image clip taken from the footage. I don't have the guts to see the clip but I previewed the images..gosh, it is so SAD!!! I just cried and cried and I am typing this while I am crying..Why lah we have these kind of people in our society..How can she said that she did this just because of she depressed over her parents' divorce..but that just a lame excuse...that is not the way to release tension by killing the poor animal...they also need love from us..gosh!!!! feel wanna hit and poke her with the umbrella too!!!!

I myself have cats at home and I really sayang them as part of my family too though..Animals too have heart and feelings..they are living things created by God. How could people does cruelty to animals more specifically pets..

I guess my hormone changes makes me so emotional until like this..but who cares..I hate animal abuser!!!

p/s: feeling a bit better after I wrote this...

Friday, February 25, 2011

Pregnancy Symptoms - Week 8

Hmm.. still the same symptoms occurred during week 3 – week 7 but my tummy less gassy,  less nausea. I am still feeling tired whole day but I am just doing fine.
Sometimes, I don’t feel pregnant at all even though my tummy look more bulgy than before. Maybe because of the less cramp and feel tightening occurred.  I guess already have enough space for my lil’ bum inside to move...hahaha..
 I still don’t have good appetite to eat especially at night. I hardly eat rice with vegetables and soups which I like to eat. Usually after work, will ask Trey to bring me to any kopitiam and have some noodles before I lose my appetite.
Anyway, I am still doing fine and great. J

We are OK

I've seen my gynae doc this morning..She scanned and see my lil' bum inside..and also see lil' bum's movement as well..so cute.. I just want to tell you that everything is fine and no complication happens after the fall yesterday. We are just doing great and fine. :-)


Thank you, Lord for the protection upon my lil’ bum inside. Amen..

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I fell down!!

It happened in my office..When I closed the server room's door, I did not realise there were two boxes at the side of the door. After closing the door, I tripped over one of the boxes and fell down on my knees and hand. My colleagues who happen to see what's happening, they quickly come and check on me whether I am OK or not. But they told me, as long I do not fall on my butt and landed on my belly, then should be alright. But in my heart, I was so so scared to death and worried at the same time. After they told me, well, am a bit relieved. I told this to my friend, Rowena, and she kept persuade me to see my gynae doc tomorrow morning. I called the clinic and fixed an appointment for me. The nurse put me first in the early morning. Hope the doctor comes early too.

So far, I do not feel any cramp or bleeding yet. But as what Rowena advised, I should go see the doctor just to ease my mind and make sure everything is alright. As this is my long long awaited pregnancy, then I should be more cautious about what is happening.

Dear Lord, please protect my lil' bum in me with Your Precious Blood and I surrender everything to you Lord. Take away all my anxieties and fear, O Lord. Mother Mary, intercede for me too. St. Catherine of Sienna, St. Anne, St. Gerard, intercede for me too as this too a child of God. We pray in Jesus' name. Amen..

Why is exercise so important?

Friends, I dislike exercise for a long period..truly!!…..I did buy few exercise VCD , thought of exercising at home..I did exercise but only few times due to time constraint …I could not wake up very early in the morning and back from work, I felt so so tired and hungry…So, I gave up…(just some excuses, lol)


When I got married in June 2008, I realize that I had put on weight the most I had before!!! Never in my life…I put on weight bit by bit..Padahal, I don’t say that I eat a lot every day..sometimes only la…hahaha…but it just never decrease…Few months after married, I went to see a gynae doctor because my period quite irregular. That doc told me right on my face that I have to lose weight if I want to try to conceive (TTC). And tell me what should I eat and don’t. But you know la me, masuk kiri keluar kanan..I just could not accept that..From there, she diagnosed me that I could be affected by PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome)..wow, what is that.. I never heard of it..ok, I just ignore that..anyway, she did not gave me any medication and tell me to lose weight naturally..I am still not get motivated yet…

Monday, February 21, 2011

2nd Pregnancy checkup (16th February 2011)

This is the day for both of us..Feeling excited and worried at the same time..really pray hard to God for a healthy pregnancy…
I take one day leave and Trey take half day leave as he need to go to work after that..
My appointment is at 10 am in the morning..Nurse check on my blood pressure, it’s normal but when I step on the digital weighing scale, I gain another 1 kg..Oh gosh, must be eating meat  and sleep a lot during this few weeks..hahaha…
Finally, our turn to see Doc Elizabeth..First thing she does is to scan me using the trans-vaginal ultrasound..She detected two follicular cysts on my left side ovary. Both cysts size about 3 cm..but it doesn’t cause harm. So, it’s normal..OK, then next, she lookout for the baby sac..and she found it..she enlarged the view and we could see the baby but yet still small..Doc measure the baby is about 1.4cm length and estimated 7 weeks 5 days pregnant. Doc found the heartbeat but we cannot listen to the sound yet..The heartbeat is marked red color on the screen..I feel so grateful and glad that I have a life in me..I can’t wait to see you, my ‘lil bum.. J
We have our first printed scan but I cannot put in here now as I haven’t scan it yet….
 And the due date estimated on 30th Sept 2011..Relatives and friends, mark it on your calendar ;-)

Pregnancy Symptoms from Week 3 - 7

What I have experienced during this few weeks of pregnancy…

Week 3
Feels like having PMS symptoms like:-
  1. Pimples
  2. Mild cramp on lower abs
  3. Bloating
  4. Sore breasts
  5. Unusual ‘PMS symptoms’ such as sleepy and fatigue during the day
  6. Hungry especially after work

Sunday, February 20, 2011

When I knew that I am pregnant....



I have been married with Trevor for about 2 years plus…and have known him for almost 11 years!!  Along our marriage journey, of course everyone has been asking “bila mok ada anak ini (means when are you going have a child?)“…well, sometimes it really pissed me off and make me more stress answering their questions..hahah…All my answer is “belum ada rezeki lagi..Tuhan belum bagi (means No luck yet, God’s will)….” To be frankly, I have been attending to a gynae in Normah regards my problem. I had cyst on my left side of ovaries and it caused hormone imbalance, weight gain drastically and irregular period.  Doc gave me medication all this while to reduce the effect and it worked so far. At the same time, I have to do regular exercise. So, I subscribe to a gym package at 3rd mile..In the record, I have lose 10kgs in one year..which  I like..haha…but then still no luck yet to get pregnant..So, I pray and be patient because everything is in God’s timings..

See gynae again after my 12th day after my period, this time Doc gave me Clomid pill for 2 cycles to induce egg for ovulation. So, in middle of November, my period came and I took clomid from Day 2 to Day 5 of period..hoping that it will be positive..tunggu punya tunggu, on 21st Dec, period came again..it means that it is not successful…that’s fine for me though..so I took again clomid 2nd cycle from Day 2..but I stopped from Day 3 onwards..It was Xmas holiday week and we family drinking liquor..Kailash brought from Dubai and we all had nice drinking session..even my dad and mom join sekali..Trey adviced me not to continue taking Clomid. Worried that it will affect my health..
Starting end of October last year, I am taking Blackmoore’s Multivitamins with Minerals  as a supplement.  I googled that taking this supplement is good for my condition and hopefully I am more healthier than before…Well, I can’t see what is the effect on me but all I know my urine colour turns into striking yellow if I don’t drink enough water. .hahaha….Oh yeah, I know, I gain weight bit by bit because of the Vitamin B content..and plus I don’t go to gym faithfully as before..

Thursday, February 10, 2011

My First Blogging Post

As I am too excited in my very first pregnancy..I have been googling people's online journal about their pregnancy..It's fun though..and I am kinda interested too so that I can keep my stories of my pregnancy's journey as long as this blog exist..And in future, by God's grace, my future kid will read it someday and they will appreciate more for who they are..

I will keep blogging from time to time..starting about my personal details and going along with the preggy's stories...